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I woke up and stared in awe,
I couldn't believe that you were real.
With your hair in tangles and your eyelids still heavy from the night before.
I watched Pure Beauty awake.
We kissed and it felt like home.
It was more like a treehouse however,
Comforting, but felting falling apart in a windstorm.
Winter was over, but I was still freezing.
Hollow and stuck in a room with the ghost of you.
These subzero temperatures have nothing on this.
I ran from the inevitable to the place with the fondest memories that I have.
I slept on a couch for essentially two weeks.
Until I found the strength to go back home.
Take the memories off all of the walls.
Washed my sheets and emptied my room.
Fill it with endless distractions until it turned into a tomb.
For what once was, and for what will never be again.
I'm sorry for being so selfish.
I'm sorry for being so vain.
I'm sorry that I couldn't see you feelings through.
Myself prolonging all of the pain.
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